Jul. 10th, 2017

Jul. 10th, 2017 06:36 pm
elsewhence: (r2-d2 fail)
current weight: 100 g more than last monday. even though once again i created enough of a deficit to lose about 1 kg of fat. stupid worthless piece of shit of a body.

(anyone who tells me to ~*love your body*~ is automatically disqualified from having their opinion considered. ~*loving my body*~ won't make my clothes fit better. ~*loving my body*~ won't make a larger range of clothing available to me in the first place. ~*loving my body*~ won't take the weight off my joints. ~*loving my body*~ won't do anything about adult acne that has improved significantly since i started losing weight. ~*loving my body*~ won't negate the fact that i could've cut my starting weight in half and still been considered healthy. "body positivity" has turned into just as much of a toxic, useless mess as modern feminism.)

(and maybe it's a sign i should switch to weighing myself daily. i mean, maybe my weight already was down and i'll never know.)